Thursday, December 12, 2002

 
Take me down, six underground, the ground beneath your feet
so i dont even kow if this works anymore. but whatever.

i think its funny that, when im angry or frustrated or sad, i blast my music as though im thinking that it will be louder than my stressful thoughts. but it helps.

it sucks that i am a big fat slacker in school. but you know what, i worked my ass off the past 3 years, so i think i can try and take a break this year. but its still annoying to fail tests much too often.

the cold weather brings back memories. good and bad. i love the holiday season.
posted by Sasha 3:54 PM

Wednesday, October 23, 2002

 

I'm trying to keep my feet on the ground, I'm getting to like this feeling I've found

I'm getting to love the thought of having you around. and I will never let you down

love. i am in love with that song.
so i have been told that my blog is broken. and from my experience it is. but i will keep updating anyways JUST IN CASE a miracle happens and it decides to actually post my damn entrees. it hasn't posted the last 6 blogs. fucker.

school is absurd, but life is good.
i have decided that winter is the season of love for me. real nice memories from last year but fun and new experiences this year. trying to cherish every bit of high school that i can while i'm still there [but dont get me wrong, because 99% of the time i absolutely detest school]. there is so much to do for college.....oye

today we ditched 6th and went in toris hot tub and ate chips and pop corn. good times!
posted by Sasha 3:53 PM

Saturday, October 12, 2002

 

Won't you take me by the hand, take me somewhere new

lizzy, this blog's for you, baby.
i am a busy girl. school has taken over and is on the verge of destroying my well-being. but i will not surrender! i'll just suffer in the interval.... waaaa :-(
i am in love with every one of the dancers in mind tricks, my teacher's breaking group. they are called mind tricks and they are spectacular. and the guys are so personable and happy and full of energy. they weren't afraid to be goofy and get to know us and it made me feel good and special. and they are SO talented. love in my heart for dancers. i hope i can be a dancer for a very long time. that would be ideal.
so the dance trip was fun, despite the midnight - 3 a.m. rehearsal and getting up 4 hours later, but you know it was worth it.

and as a sidenote: fuck SAT I and II's.

a boy brought me cookies last night and it made me really happy. what are you supossed to say to someone who brings you cookies at 10 pm the night before SATs? thank you just doesn't seem good enough.

i hat homework with a deep burning passion in my heart. once i have gotten acceptance letters to college, come second semester i will be a BIG FAT SLACKER.
posted by Sasha 6:39 PM

Sunday, October 06, 2002

 

I shit you not. There is no poop coming out of here right now

-danny

i love danny for making me laugh until i cry.

next time somebody asks me why i got sick, im going to say it was my homework's fault. because it usually is, considering it forces me to stay up late and therefore doesn't allow my poor body to get the rest it needs in order for me to be a healthy girl.

did i meantion i love john mayer???

i miss my grandma and my grandpa and my friends.

and what's with all this works cited bullshit?? what ever happened to just plain old bibliographies??? ARGH. anger.
posted by Sasha 11:23 PM

Saturday, October 05, 2002

 

Back to you, it always comes around

old friends are like medicie to my heart. i really miss evryone i saw today for the first time in years. it is strange to think that after we graduate, it wont be that easy to just go and visit them at school; all i will have left of them is memories. weird.
laughing is also medicine to my herat. especially laughing with old friends about old and new memories.

and sleeping is medicine to my ever weakening immune system.

and hi to matt steiner, if you are readin this ;-) hi to anyone from chaminade that is reading this.
posted by Sasha 1:29 AM

Sunday, September 29, 2002

 

Break Away

i am desperately in love with john mayer.

if meoldy is my destiny
then whats left of me i’ll give to you
if next to me is all that you need to be
would you settle for fantasy
if its the best you could do
can i have my cake
can i have you too
would you follow me
could i ask you to
would a world between us
break these ties
we’ve worked so hard to realize
can a post card say what i see in your eyes
could i ever break away
would i be satisfied and find peace inside
rollin half my life over broken white lines
can i have my cake
can i have you too
would you follow me
could i ask yoou to you to
will i wake up one morning
and see your face
and the streaks on the window
that the rainstorm makes
could you bare all the waiting
and the strength that it takes
could i ever break away
could i ever break away
can i have my cake
can i have you too
would you follow me
could i ask you to
would a world between us
break these ties
we’ve worked so hard to realize
can a post card say what i see in your eyes
could i ever break away
could i every break away
away, away
posted by Sasha 3:08 PM

 

And tomorrow it's back to bein friends, but tonight we're lovers

i have no idea what this feeling is that i have right now but i really really hate it. i can't even explain what i feel... like i am easily agrivated with certain people and really want to be around certain people and really want something when i know that in a couple days or minutes or so i won't feel the same way about it anymore. but then it always tends to pop back up again and tease me in a mean mean way. i hate my broken car and i am sick of the color of my walls in my room. let alone my room itself. i am sick of my love life, or lack there of. i am tired of not being able to listen to a favorite cd because it reminds me too much of something that i shouldn't think about again because if i did it would break me into pieces and spit me in the dirt to rot.
i am so ready to get out of high school but when i finally do i know i'll realize how much i'm going to miss everyone. i love that danielle and i are so alike but so different. and we love how we can hang out with each other every day and never get sick of it or get annoyed with each other.
i think my life has a love/hate relationship with itself. not necisarrily my life, but several occurrances and situations within my life in general.
love and hate. those are some words that are constantly seeming to spurt out of my lack of vocabulary.
posted by Sasha 1:41 AM

Wednesday, September 25, 2002

 

Let tomorrow come and take my time away

i just thought i'd share this with you because i liked it. its from www.inpassing.org. everyone should go to it. i love this website. anyways so here it is:
"Just because you love doesn't mean that love loves you." (thats the quote i liked)
"Robot loves you."
--Written on the wall of the bathroom in Barrows Hall

its funny to me that when i know i have homework i try to get as far away from it as possible until i know that i have negative time left to do it. i also dont think i am going to get a homecoming date. but you know, it's all good in my hood.
posted by Sasha 9:00 PM